conversation with master/F:
(first time after 3 years of no-contact)

jorielle: aha, there you are!
master: Hey
master: I haven't used this for ages... your luck
jorielle: really!
jorielle: well, i hadn't used it for a few years and just started last month.
master: Subject: life and love wow.
jorielle: (blush)
jorielle: i'm just doing nothing significant. (today i like to use this word significance)
master: Such a word is quite significant...

jorielle: there are infinitely many things i want to know.
master: Maybe you should live at my feet
jorielle: that might be possible
jorielle: but now i am in michigan.

jorielle: i want some wise advice. so i must seek you.
master: Dangerous business though: The more you talk to me, the more you are going to realize you might want to actually *try* to be at my feet and learn...
master: Remember, I am wise.
jorielle: why do you want me to be at your feet?
master: Oh I don't "want you to be" there.
jorielle: oh..
master: I just know it is the sort of things you seek, deep inside
master: And that few can deliver
jorielle: why would you answer them, then?
master: Because answering questions is my line of business.

jorielle: why do you want someone to serve you?
master: It's not me wanting..
master: it's the Universe
master: Who am I to resist it?
jorielle: the universe wants you to be served? or the universe wants someone to serve you? or you want the universe?
jorielle: i see.
master: The universe wants someone to serve it through me
jorielle: the universe wants someone (a woman) to serve the universe through you being served?
jorielle: (very complicated)
master: Yes
jorielle: wow. i am glad my english was able to serve me on this topic.

jorielle: hmm.... ok. what about love? what's the significance of love?
master: well. love is a function of the mind
master: like sex is a function of the body
jorielle: love is a function of the mind!
jorielle: where does "passion" lie?
jorielle: is passion a bad thing or a good thing?
master: Passion puts fuel in our motors
jorielle: what is "expectation"?
master: "waiting for something"
master: hoping that it will happen
jorielle: that's a bad thing. everyone tells me. not related to any nature of the universe then.
master: Depends on the context
jorielle: so many questions these days....
jorielle: not that i don't know the answers, but i just don't want to answer them myself.
jorielle: how to build up more self confidence?
master: Well..
master: become my chela, and it will happen
jorielle: that's also the will of the universe?
master: It seems
master: It appears it could be
jorielle: always sounds like you have something to gain in this, but then it seems that i will have more to gain than you. or just the universe.
master: When gain is mutual, the Universe is at peace
jorielle: why do we want the Universe to be at peace?
jorielle: what happens to the Universie when the loss is mutual?
master: Now *that* is a good question
master: it collapses?
jorielle: i don't think so.
jorielle: i don't think the universe cares
jorielle: or maybe needs to reborn. so in that sense, maybe it has collapsed during the previous event.
master: That could be the voice of wisdom
master: Exactly
master: Solve, et coagula!
jorielle: dunno. don't think the universe (the larger one) has any effect of anything we do though. the universe is so large
jorielle: but maybe in a mutually positive event, the people will gain by being able to see the nature of the universe. in the mutually negative event, the universe is shut away from the people. but the universe is not affected.
master: Maybe
jorielle: dunno much about the universe. i am not wise enough to say for sure one thing or another about it.
master: Isn't *that* the voice of wisdom?
jorielle: I remembe reading some Borges back in 2001. He is very wise! He talks about the Universe sometimes.
jorielle: yeah.. it's so easy to be wise.
jorielle: just say something in contrary always
jorielle: say something, and immediately say something that is contrary or inclusive. and then say "but that is not for sure either". be as vague as possible.
jorielle: that's a formula for being seemingly wise.