Sometimes it is fun to wonder what have happened to my life if I had chosen something else at some time. But I would never know now, all I know is this current path that I'm taking.

F said to me today again that "to live is to choose". So you have chosen your own path and you live out all your choices. Nobody knows what life would be if one has chosen differently in the past. Different choices lead to different paths and different lives, and all we can do is to always start at where we are, and make the "best" decisions based on the current reality. I have sometimes wondered if back then I dated C and what my life would become. I might not be the same, but I would still be myself.

-- email excerpt to R