Sometimes it seems I am not always who I am. And I am a different person at different times. I still can't believe I actually enjoyed dancing in the dark loud smoky and crowded room with suspicious college kids all around last night. I think I am truly learning what it means by "immersed, yet, aware of the world's ultimate nature, and, therefore, detached." The goal is to become aware, and to live life in a style of moderation, variety, and balance.