I am a loner, yet I love people. I want to be with people and don't want to be left alone. I want to be in love and want it to last forever. I want to enter a committed relationship. But when I am with people, I am no longer free. I have to sacrifice part of my freedom to get a the security that a committed love provides, or should I?

Suddenly I realize that I can do both. I am a person who lives in the world of ideas. In that world, I am completely free. I travel by myself, I meet great minds, and I create myself. I don't need a partner in my journey in that world, because there are so many great minds from the past and the other parts of the real world and I can never be alone. And my real self is in that world. In the real world, I can commit myself to a loving relationship that will allow me be myself, and be drifting in my own world. And this relationship will connect me to the real world so I won't drift too far, float too high, and vanish from it altogether.

Real world never bothers me for long, because it is for common people, for people with only physical existence. In the world of ideas, I live forever, without the boundary and the limit of time and space. In real world, I will experience, I will enjoy, I will love, I will do all things that broaden the world of my real existence.