I am having a new revelation these last few days, about life, about my life specifically. It is exhausting. It's about this time last year I had my "epiphany". These things always somehow set me freer. Somehow I wonder how much freer I can get. I don't think people would understand what I have just realized, but I think probably you will understand the fact that I have these enlightenments. (This one isn't new, but I had not been able to put things into a theory until just now.) I hope I am not deceiving myself by making up theories and live up to them.

-- email excerpt to J