email excertp to ST.

I know I have yet so much more to learn. Sometimes I feel I have everything all figured out, but after a while, I learn new experience and I will have to reconstruct my world view. I am probably doing a little of the reconstruction right now, although not too actively. When I had my unexpected "enlightenment" a few years ago, I thought I would never get confused again, ever. I thought I had touched the truth. I don't know why I was wrong.